January 2, 2013
Day #302This delectable harness was made by my exceptionally beautiful neighbor, who never ceases to amaze me with his creative brilliance.  I love you Jared Tate!!!!  
His beautiful jewelry:  http://www.Facebook.com/dearraymerHis enviable warehouse: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Dear-Raymer-House/136962186370100 

Day #302

This delectable harness was made by my exceptionally beautiful neighbor, who never ceases to amaze me with his creative brilliance.  I love you Jared Tate!!!!  

His beautiful jewelry:  http://www.Facebook.com/dearraymer

His enviable warehouse: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Dear-Raymer-House/136962186370100 

January 1, 2013
Day #301
Moon says: If there was a giant man made of whipped toppings and I was gently yet aggressively sucking his candied cock while cupping his Cadbury balls, this is what the money shot would look like. - Sylva

Day #301

Moon says: If there was a giant man made of whipped toppings and I was gently yet aggressively sucking his candied cock while cupping his Cadbury balls, this is what the money shot would look like. - Sylva

December 31, 2012
Day #300
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!  Me n Lucky went to the 99 Cents Store for some first class decorations for this celebratory shoot.  If you ever want a well rounded slice of life, go to the 99 Cents Store, where everyone from uppity valley women to ghetto fabulous sock n sandal wearing loud mouths shop. - Sylva

Day #300

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!  Me n Lucky went to the 99 Cents Store for some first class decorations for this celebratory shoot.  If you ever want a well rounded slice of life, go to the 99 Cents Store, where everyone from uppity valley women to ghetto fabulous sock n sandal wearing loud mouths shop. - Sylva

November 20, 2012
Day #259
Hello life, so pleased to see you once again.  You bewilder me with your seemingly cruel jokes.  The most perplexing of all is the one where you rain unrelentingly down upon my parade, and when I start to think you are a cruel mistress, you reward me with a glass half full of the most magical elixir imaginable.  More magical than imaginable in fact, more titillating then fathomable, more tantalizing than my memory can recall ever having been tantalized before. Thanks, you trickster.  I am a fucking princess, in this snow globe of mysterious reality. - Sylva

Day #259

Hello life, so pleased to see you once again.  You bewilder me with your seemingly cruel jokes.  The most perplexing of all is the one where you rain unrelentingly down upon my parade, and when I start to think you are a cruel mistress, you reward me with a glass half full of the most magical elixir imaginable.  More magical than imaginable in fact, more titillating then fathomable, more tantalizing than my memory can recall ever having been tantalized before. Thanks, you trickster.  I am a fucking princess, in this snow globe of mysterious reality. - Sylva

November 18, 2012
Day #257
I have avoided wearing skinny jeans my entire life.  Yes, you heard right, the fad has washed over me and never wet me down. I have stayed dry despite the storm of tight fitting stretch denim pants that litters the front windows of stores across America.  Until… one day… drum roll please…. My friend Fargo gave me some skinny jeans for my birthday.  I looked at them, in fear, imagining my child bearing hips and plump behind muffining over the top in a dramatic display of 38” hipped vulgarity.  And I put them in the closet.  And I waited.  And I waited.  And my laundry pile got higher, and my choice of pants grew slimmer.  Then one day, there they were…. the last pair of pants standing. The one remaining pair in the closet, beckoning me to put my fears behind me and squash, ever so tenderly, the squishy flesh of my bum into their army green 30% spandex leg holes.  And so I did.  And now I love them.  Perhaps the addition of a rainbow belt and $20 rainbow Target boots is partially to blame.  There ain’t no going back now.  Skinny jeans, here I come! - Sylva
I very enthusiastically approve this message:) - Lucky

Day #257

I have avoided wearing skinny jeans my entire life.  Yes, you heard right, the fad has washed over me and never wet me down. I have stayed dry despite the storm of tight fitting stretch denim pants that litters the front windows of stores across America.  Until… one day… drum roll please…. My friend Fargo gave me some skinny jeans for my birthday.  I looked at them, in fear, imagining my child bearing hips and plump behind muffining over the top in a dramatic display of 38” hipped vulgarity.  And I put them in the closet.  And I waited.  And I waited.  And my laundry pile got higher, and my choice of pants grew slimmer.  Then one day, there they were…. the last pair of pants standing. The one remaining pair in the closet, beckoning me to put my fears behind me and squash, ever so tenderly, the squishy flesh of my bum into their army green 30% spandex leg holes.  And so I did.  And now I love them.  Perhaps the addition of a rainbow belt and $20 rainbow Target boots is partially to blame.  There ain’t no going back now.  Skinny jeans, here I come! - Sylva

I very enthusiastically approve this message:) - Lucky

September 30, 2012
Day #210
And yet again… construction.  These images are deceiving in that they portray me doing the work.  This is not the case.  After being driven to near madness when we built bedrooms, I have decided that my very competent brother is better equipped to do the construction around here.  I am so so grateful to have him living nearby and helping me.  Here is the ridiculous mess left in the soon to be (new) pillow den.  I can’t wait to have it all nice and finished!  When I look at the giant mess I am so happy to have the memory of my brother attached to this part of the studio.  I know it will always make me smile when I am lounging up there to have had him be a part of this crazy art project which is …. drum roll please….Pillar Box Studios!
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PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!
I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/
 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

Day #210

And yet again… construction.  These images are deceiving in that they portray me doing the work.  This is not the case.  After being driven to near madness when we built bedrooms, I have decided that my very competent brother is better equipped to do the construction around here.  I am so so grateful to have him living nearby and helping me.  Here is the ridiculous mess left in the soon to be (new) pillow den.  I can’t wait to have it all nice and finished!  When I look at the giant mess I am so happy to have the memory of my brother attached to this part of the studio.  I know it will always make me smile when I am lounging up there to have had him be a part of this crazy art project which is …. drum roll please….Pillar Box Studios!

———————

PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!

I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/

 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

September 29, 2012
Day #209

Sometimes I think I want normal hair.  There is something so versatile about a color palette that is not.. um… orange.  Although I love these shots, I think I am gonna stick with neon for now :-)  Here is another set I am working on here at Pillar Box Studios.  It’s not finished but I am so in love with it already!

On another note, I thought today was my 200th day without the alcohol, but I guess it was yesterday!  I don’t talk about my journey that much because it tends to make people uncomfortable…. My friends think I am judging them and my family doesn’t like to think I was hiding it from them (for all that time previous to my announcement of lifetime abstinence from the booze fairy).  However I just looked back at the images from the beginning of this blog, and I see the puffiness in my face, and although it may not be apparent to others I see reflected in my eyes the struggle I was going through.  When I became sober I decided not to count the days, but this blog makes it impossible not to take note, as we count one day after another (after another and another and another).  

Before I decided on permanent sobriety from alcohol I spent a little more than a year going back and forth between long bouts of sobriety and long bouts of binge drinking.  I tended to drink because I was sad. If I was happy, alcohol didn’t really enhance the experience.  Or I drank because I though it would help me sleep, when in reality it made me harbor feelings of anger and resentment instead of experiencing the torturous emotions associated with whatever crap-ass memories I was trying to stifle, and working through them, and moving on.  Perhaps on my 365th day of sobriety I will share with you all the list of emotions that I would have when drinking, which are all in the dismal category.
In no way do I want to preach to others the choices I expect them to make, which is a criticism I have received from some loved ones.  I truly believe if alcohol made you feel the way it made me feel towards the last couple years of my drinking, you wouldn’t do it either.  And there were many years before that in which it was a perfectly wonderful experience, and fun, and reckless in a punk rock way, and I don’t regret indulging myself during that time.  I also believe if alcohol made me feel the way it makes happy drunks feel, I would keep on doing it!  So when I share my experience here, it is only my personal reflection, not a reflection on others.That being said, thank fucking GOD I am sober!!!!  Hell yes!  It is like I get to re-create my existence, procure new hobbies, embrace a whole new side of life that I haven’t had since I was a young teenager.  And I quite enjoy it. I quite enjoy doing reckless things now and again, with a clear head and presence of mind.  I love that my memories aren’t muddled or cloudy, that my mood is steady and predictable, that my energy levels are high, that my mouth tastes better in the morning, that intimacy is vastly more intimate, and that love is more pure.  I am so happy to have committed to this choice, and so happy to feel the world revealed to me in an all new and beautiful way. Happy fucking Saturday!  LIVE IT UP!!!!  Take a shot for me, yo!

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PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!
I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/
 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

Day #209

Sometimes I think I want normal hair.  There is something so versatile about a color palette that is not.. um… orange.  Although I love these shots, I think I am gonna stick with neon for now :-)  Here is another set I am working on here at Pillar Box Studios.  It’s not finished but I am so in love with it already!

On another note, I thought today was my 200th day without the alcohol, but I guess it was yesterday!  I don’t talk about my journey that much because it tends to make people uncomfortable…. My friends think I am judging them and my family doesn’t like to think I was hiding it from them (for all that time previous to my announcement of lifetime abstinence from the booze fairy).  However I just looked back at the images from the beginning of this blog, and I see the puffiness in my face, and although it may not be apparent to others I see reflected in my eyes the struggle I was going through.  When I became sober I decided not to count the days, but this blog makes it impossible not to take note, as we count one day after another (after another and another and another).  

Before I decided on permanent sobriety from alcohol I spent a little more than a year going back and forth between long bouts of sobriety and long bouts of binge drinking.  I tended to drink because I was sad. If I was happy, alcohol didn’t really enhance the experience.  Or I drank because I though it would help me sleep, when in reality it made me harbor feelings of anger and resentment instead of experiencing the torturous emotions associated with whatever crap-ass memories I was trying to stifle, and working through them, and moving on.  Perhaps on my 365th day of sobriety I will share with you all the list of emotions that I would have when drinking, which are all in the dismal category.


In no way do I want to preach to others the choices I expect them to make, which is a criticism I have received from some loved ones.  I truly believe if alcohol made you feel the way it made me feel towards the last couple years of my drinking, you wouldn’t do it either.  And there were many years before that in which it was a perfectly wonderful experience, and fun, and reckless in a punk rock way, and I don’t regret indulging myself during that time.  I also believe if alcohol made me feel the way it makes happy drunks feel, I would keep on doing it!  So when I share my experience here, it is only my personal reflection, not a reflection on others.

That being said, thank fucking GOD I am sober!!!!  Hell yes!  It is like I get to re-create my existence, procure new hobbies, embrace a whole new side of life that I haven’t had since I was a young teenager.  And I quite enjoy it. I quite enjoy doing reckless things now and again, with a clear head and presence of mind.  I love that my memories aren’t muddled or cloudy, that my mood is steady and predictable, that my energy levels are high, that my mouth tastes better in the morning, that intimacy is vastly more intimate, and that love is more pure.  I am so happy to have committed to this choice, and so happy to feel the world revealed to me in an all new and beautiful way. 

Happy fucking Saturday!  LIVE IT UP!!!!  Take a shot for me, yo!


——————-

PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!

I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/

 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

September 27, 2012
Day #207
America likes to get down.  I found this super rad top in downtown for $10!  YES!!!  So in love!!!  I expect I may never become exhausted of our mighty flag, and its glorious red and blue stars and stripes!  And hair that mimics Minnie mouse, another American icon.  Squeak!
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PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!
I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/
 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

Day #207

America likes to get down.  I found this super rad top in downtown for $10!  YES!!!  So in love!!!  I expect I may never become exhausted of our mighty flag, and its glorious red and blue stars and stripes!  And hair that mimics Minnie mouse, another American icon.  Squeak!

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PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!

I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/

 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

September 26, 2012
Day #206
As you all probably know by now I have been working really hard on re-doing the studio (PillarBoxStudios.com).  We have this one wall that’s always driven me nuts.  The windows are off center, there are 2 instead of one, I hate it i hate it IHATEIT.  So there.  I have struggled with this wall, painting it, covered it in fabric.  I never shoot on it.  Well, I have attempted yet another rendition.  Rainbow!  Cause if I can’t class the damned thing up, I figured I might as well paint it rainbow.  Also, here is my butt.

PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!
I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/
 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

Day #206

As you all probably know by now I have been working really hard on re-doing the studio (PillarBoxStudios.com).  We have this one wall that’s always driven me nuts.  The windows are off center, there are 2 instead of one, I hate it i hate it IHATEIT.  So there.  I have struggled with this wall, painting it, covered it in fabric.  I never shoot on it.  Well, I have attempted yet another rendition.  Rainbow!  Cause if I can’t class the damned thing up, I figured I might as well paint it rainbow.  Also, here is my butt.

PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!

I am sure you all remember Roustan (http://www.roustanbodypaint.com/) who has bodypainted me a few times since I started this blog!  He has flown into LA all the way from Pawtuckett just for the sake of art :-/

 This ambitious artistic utterly talented friend of mine has started a Kickstarter….. (http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/roustan/holographic-body-painting-real-3d-body-paint-image) and is hoping to create a 3D holographic images of one of his body paints using some crazy ultra modern gizmo.  He has generously offered that I model for this super rad project!  Soooo if you want, please please pledge some $$$dollars$$ to the cause!   Cause I wanna go to Seattle and git git git naked~!!!!! - Sylva

September 23, 2012
Day #203
Apparently the new kitten likes to fuck shit up. That includes the poor dinosaur who is now sporting a broken leg and who’s days in the studio may be numbered. That’s why we did this little quickie set with him just to immortalize him one more time before the kitten destroys it. - Lucky
People suggest that I give dinosaur an honorable end and beat him to death, but I just don’t think I could do it.  I love him so, crippled and all!!!
-sylva

Day #203

Apparently the new kitten likes to fuck shit up. That includes the poor dinosaur who is now sporting a broken leg and who’s days in the studio may be numbered. That’s why we did this little quickie set with him just to immortalize him one more time before the kitten destroys it. - Lucky

People suggest that I give dinosaur an honorable end and beat him to death, but I just don’t think I could do it.  I love him so, crippled and all!!!

-sylva